One By One...

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Feelings

i feel like im slowly losing my close friends, one by one, they leave me. Faith & Brandi think im very annoying(why??) Dani and i dont talk like we used to. Zach has acting like he dont care anymore. Opal(my best friend) has moved(i miss you). my cousins Destiny and Echo dont even talk to me, i have to call or text for them to even say hi to me. ive lost some of the closest people in my life, idk y they all leave. what have i done? what did i ever do to you? my only escape from this is my church youth group, Unleashed. i can go and just worship and escape and be one with God. and i know the youtuh there have some care, some compassion. i wish i could just escape right here- right now, and just go into my own world of peace, joy, and freedom with my true friends, my youth family, time needs to hurry. im ready to burst, im ready to just let go of everythin. if only i had my best friend by side- Opal. i miss you. i miss being able to just go up to you after class, in the halls and rant to you. i cant anymore, youre gone, back at your home town. i know you are happy up there just wish i could see you more often, best friend. i miss you.

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i have these moments where i break down and just rant to myself on paper. i feel as if i can rant on here and not be judged. because most you guys understand. <3

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