Deep inside you'll never know
How much I really loved you
Through all the stress
Through all the mess
I still only wanted you
I hate the feeling that I get
When I hear about the others
But through the rain
And all the pain
I wanted you to be my lover
All this time I can't forget
How great you made me feel
Your tender touch
I loved so much
I thought our love was so unreal
The I went deeply insane
I fell apart so deep inside
We slowly died
I really tried
And sorrow is what I wanted to hide
We could have made it
Could have pulled through
I was blinded
Not open-minded
And I gave up on you
Now that you're gone
I see what I so dearly miss
But we'll be friends
Untill the end
I'll have to live without your kiss
hey i no were going threw sum sh*t rite now. but i want 2 say im srry. Srry bout everything. i love u alot! i would never take Jer or Rey away from u its always gonna b us 4! U write powems so beutiful dont stop! your words r so true and it show a whole other side of u... im srry bout the mis-understandings but all i want rite now is a big hug from u! i'll love u aaf - Susie
I think everyone has felt like this at some point or another. I love your writing Sammi... see ya next year