I watch romantic comedies, but refuse to let myself cry at the end like most girls.
Because all I ever see is the bad. I'm not as happy as I portray myself to be.
When I am alone with only my thoughts all I can think of are my problems and how I strongly believe they can't be fixed. I don't let myself cry becasue I don't want to let in any more sadness than what I foolishly allow to slip through the cracks.