When my thoughts run away
In the past I wish they’d stay
When they come I feel all alone
When I remember I feel like stone
The words that you said
The blows to the head
Most of the time I wished myself dead
The pain I felt everyday
Will always stay and never go away
There’s times when I think what did I do
To be a human punching bag just for you
Your sick your twisted and you were insecure
I say the wrong things you gave me what for
The bruises the cuts the teeth that got broke
Looking back your just a joke
I always thought that maybe its me
Living like this was my destiny
You put in my head that I was wrong
And I believed this for ever so long
But now I’m stronger I feel so amazed
That my body fought through all the days
I think to myself what was I thinking
All them times the real me was sinking
You made me feel small you said I was fat You treated me like a common door mat
I look back and think to myself
I’m glad I found love and good health
The man I am with he makes me feel strong
He would never hurt me never do me wrong
For the love that we have will always be strong
My life is good my life is great
All I feel now toward you is hate
My family were right you not a good guy
So you and that life I’m saying.goodbye