Thoughts like quicksand fill my head
The more I fight for redemption, the more consumed I become
Exonerate me; I have done nothing wrong.
Restore to me what is rightfully mine
You stole my innocence, my belief, my happiness
Now I'd like it back.
your eyes still rip my breath away.
Like a patient etherized upon a table
Life keeps happening and I'm standing still
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy
With me.
I cannot forgive you, and I cannot let go.
My burning rage is the one thing that keeps me from turning cold
That, and the fact that I don't ever want to be like you.
Take your lies, your excuses, your inability to care about anyone but yourself
And burn them. Just like I burned the memories.
There is nothing left for you here
Like a bull in a China shop, you came in and broke EVERYTHING.
I hope you're happy. Now leave.
I'm stronger, bolder, wiser, and older
I'm exhausted, but fighting, having trouble but I'm trying
You're pathetic and useless, I've had enough of your excuses
You're not welcome anymore, this game has come to an end