Untitled -- 1.5.2010

Fake



Im not real

they call me fake

I dont

even know

what route to take

Im not real

they call me fake

I only live

for someone elses

sake,

not my own.

if only my heaart i could loan

to someone else,

and give love

give and recieve it,

im tired of faking it

acting on stupid thoughts and

numerous feelings

i guess

I'll do it for just a while more.

Yes im fake

no i dont know what route to take

but i guess i'll just

have to choose what decisions to make.

The only decision

i can make

is to rewrite this poem because it

has  a tear on the page

because people decided to judge me

and i let it go to my head.

But guess what Im still just as fake

i still act on thoughts so ill end this poem with one solitary tear and a smile in nervous fear.




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