No need to wait for the reaper to come
for a life spent beyond these years
the heartaches and misery have taken toll
and my wrath is measured in tears.
I have played my hand and walked the line
it seems so reckless now
while life and dreams spin out of control
too weak to wonder how.
Oh, there's laughter here and happy there
and memories too much to doubt
but, my mind will not remove the pain
that bleeds while time runs out.
"Play the fife and bang the drums, boy...
sound the tragic death refrain
for the ones who've earned their pardon
bearing scars to shield their pain."
I just can't stop feeling anguish
Oh, the sounds of gentle play
dressed as little cherub voices
far too young for what they say.
That this happy ever after
far too many times it seems
grays as weathered words on pages
meant for fantasy and dreams.
Still, there's hope as someday lingers
that the voices one day cease
and their tears will fall in sorrow
when my soul finds sweet release.