whiskey tears drizzle hard
mixed with shards of therapy
shattered against one of many walls
I've built to lean whispered memories against.
wicked rain whistles like restless fingers
tapping cruel against my window
reminding me another restless moment
dangles unfulfilled under a swollen sky.
I fall wounded on bruised knees
cursing a god who must've known
while I drink my last ounce of rescue
pretending that the hurt will go away.
tomorrow will eventually spoil my darkness
yielding new demons, new heartaches
and giving me another chance to see
just how much I truly miss her.