Ink on pages smudged by tears
streaked by fingerprints of years
misused and abused
misfed and amused.
Hard to love in a fish bowl
hard to live, takes its toll
running is paced walking
laughing is paced talking.
Lost a step or two it seems
had my share of broken dreams
brittle bones, how they break...
giving more than we take.
Keeping busy at what cost?
angels born and memories lost
breathe in, breathe out
shoot to win - it's all about
gotta be bigger, better, faster
stronger, wiser, MASTER.
Feeding the world of peer review
matters very little what I think of you,
all that matters is who I am
what I can do? who gives a damn.
Take your chance and if you fail
make the next one feel your tail
whipping past in quick debate
try to change the course of fate.
Press on, press in, press replay
maybe this time you'll make her sway
or maybe you can stir the pot
raise the simmer up a lot.
That's the ticket, that's the play
never give lost love away
free the presses, build the wall
careful not to let them fall.
Soldiers lined in perfect rows
watch your cue - the savior knows
it's time to go, this world is blind
one sip and leave it all behind.
a better place awaits, you'll see
just put your faith and trust in me.
Times arrange and rearrange
years roll by and hide the change
and still they run and still they hide
and how they lived and how they died.
Still spinning, weaving, winding down
still robbing souls to wear the crown
and still the strong ascend the wall
and laugh while weaker mortals fall.
To climb a step or two a time
to gain new heights when bells doth chime
and fly away on gilded wings
and dance each time the devil sings.
And watch the foolish poets scream
expressing life and love as dream
and lose their thoughts for just a while
and somehow seem to etch a smile
remembering somewhere long ago
a simpler life they used to know.
Hmmmm....but that was then
a peasant's spell it must have been
and still the world spins on its way
and poets come and go each day
and in the end what have I done?
which one of you has touched the sun?
And knows that life is what will be
each time it gets the best of me
and settles down beneath the cries
and takes a final breath and dies.