subtle smile,
confident and empathetic
and dimpled just enough
to believe.
I walk as if I know them
just like the man they came
here to see
for he was my father
and I am he who remains
his first son.
quiet stare,
of life he gave me
and I watch them
as they shuffle past
in their grays and blacks,
reminiscing through the eyes
of a nine year old boy
who tries to stand tall
in the shadows of a man
he barely knew
and they cry
and they smile
at the four small reminders
of their friend, their classmate, their brother.
but, they look for me
for I am he who remains
his first son.
feeding heart,
he speaks to me
and I feel him take a place
within my soul.
slow pace walk amongst the people
lost in heartache
for a bigger part of me
that touched their world.
Then I walk up to his presence
to look upon him now
while they guard
my best intentions
with their love...
and I touch the golden cufflinks
and I memorize the man
thanking him with whispers
and tears that claim the face
of his first son,
he who remains.