When I Close My Eyes

when I close my eyes...

everything is fine

all the hurts and pains of life

disappear

and I believe in myself again.

I can fly

I can reach

I can write

I can teach

I can love

I can live

I can conquer

I can give.



I don't understand yesterday

and the parts of this life

that leave you feeling broken

that leave you wishing you

hadn't woken up

so soon...

Silence is a sweet

brush of revival

toning and honing

even the roughest edges

of brokeness

and bringing us back

to that place where

we once were.

quietly....reverently...



seems like I'm empty

looking for words

that just aren't there

anymore...blank canvas,

not sure what I'm feeling.

lost

pain

hurt

insane.

alone

tired

weak

wired.



touch slowly fades

to a darker silence

than brought me here.

mausoleum of hearts

lost to whispers...

lost in the silence

of dreams meant

for shadows.

shying from liturgy

for a deeper reflection

in the creviced part of soul

seldom seen.



when I close my eyes.

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DakodaBabe's picture

Steve

Why wasn't I aware before of these fantastic poems that you write? Shows me another wonderful side of you, and just makes me wuv ya more.
*Hugs* Talk to you soon.

Dakka

Nicolette Van der Walt's picture

Hi Steve

A poem of introspection and reflection and yes, that is why we write poems. A poem is a diary, it's very personal, it's introspection and reflection - and it's therapy...writing the hurt out of you and giving voice to your dreams and pleasures. A poem of deep thought..with eyes wide open or closed you can fly..!! Well-written!

Regards
Nicolette