The last time I saw you,
I wanted to shout out with excitement.
Just seeing you made my heart smile
And my soul speak a thousand words.
With you, everything is a rollercoaster
Of faith... something that never ends.
Friends first and for so long.
The last time I saw you,
I wanted to cry.
I even looked at my reflection.
Everything that I feel for you...
It all shows through.
I'm so obvious.
I have tried to go numb,
But it doesn't work...
The last time I saw you,
You pretended not to know...
It is something so important to me.
Yet it seems so unimportant to you.
I know the situation allows for nothing.
I accept that.
After all, I refuse to be anything...
Other than your friend first.