I like this guy.
I mean... I really like this guy.
But how long can a person like someone that they know they can't have?
It's simply insane.
I don't understand it.
I mean, there's a war going on inside me.
One side is telling me to get over him... to move on.
I think it's winning.
Then, there's the opposite side that says to wait it out.
"If you care about him that much... you can withstand the pain."
I don't know if I can anymore though.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm sick of ripping my heart out just to have it thrown back at me.
I won't let my life be torn apart because of my emotions.
I have the world at my feet.
Why should I put it on hold just because of him?