A long conversation previous put much on my mind.
I wrote a poem... you wrote one in response.
I guess this is my side again.
I hate to say that I no longer know either.
I spent all night thinking.
Tossing and turning...so many sleepless hours.
I remembered your words.
They mixed with my own and put me in such confusion.
I hate that feeling.
I know you try so hard, but so do I.
I stared into the mirror... wondering what it was about me that was so different?
Why I had to be the one to hurt.
The scars are so deep.
The wounds finally started to heal.
I can't believe I let them reopen.
I can't believe that I let myself crumble at your feet.
I'm not the type to be jealous of the other girl.
I'm not the type to be petty and selfish.
But I wish I was...
Because you don't know... my mind wonders.
I blame you for nothing, though.
Only myself for not standing tall and giving in when I knew that I shouldn't.