Thoughtfully Yours

So many changes have come to pass.

Whether they are of you or myself, I've yet to determine.

Distance is so far between us.

Once close friends, now mere acquaintances.



It doesn't make sense.

It's not fair.

I miss you.

I miss talking to you.

I miss laughing with you.



Things won't be the same because of so many interferences.

A path that we both chose has now parted.

Don't pull away.

Please.

I'm begging you.



I need to know that you still care enough to be there.

I'm dying inside, trying to figure if I've done something wrong.

Have I?

If so, explain to me.

I wish to make things right again.



I know that a difference in interest can be a great conflict.

I know that people grow up.

I know that good things don't always last forever.

Just tell me something that I don't know.

Tell me something that I need to know.



What is about me that makes you go away?

I'd sacrifice my sanity just for one more word.

It seems that I yell and yell... but you hear nothing.

I search and search for you... but you're not there.



Do you no longer approve of my personality?

Because I can't change who I am.

Are you afraid to be around me?

Because you have no reason to be.

Have you heard something about me?

Because I thought you to be better than a believer of some stupid rumor.



Just tell me one thing... why?

Why do I feel like this?

Why do I think what I do?

Why am I always doubting myself with you?

Why can't I just be accepted for who I am when it comes to you?



I just wish for you to know that I'll always be here.

I'll always be me.

If you ever need a shoulder to cry on... I'm here.

If you ever want to talk... I'm here.

Why?

Because I'm thoughtfully yours.

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