I remember so vividly giving you my heart, my love,
and my trust.
I remember feeling so safe in your arms.
You made me want for nothing.
All I ever wanted was you.
Your touch upon my skin with your forever loving fingertips.
Your sweet sinful kisses.
I remember the shivers you sent up and down my spine.
I remember the gentle words you comforted me with in
times of grief.
I remember the smooth pride you used to have when
you spoke my name.
You used to show me off to your friends and smile when
I walk by.
You were never forgetful of me.
You were noble in every act.
I remember how I could see the desire in your eyes.
I remember the times that you made me feel like I was the
only one for you.
I remember the warmth of your hand on mine.
You were so protective, so loving, and so willing.
You never cared about the way I looked or my goofy habits.
You always put me first.
I remember how hard you worked to make things right when we would fight.
I remember your smile, your eyes, and your lips.
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this to us?
I remember our last moment together.
I remember the last time I spoke to you.
I remember the last time that I ever saw your chest rise
and fall.
I heard your last breath of this cruel world's most toxic air.
I remember the pain of thinking that I would never have the chance to tell you how much I cared for you.
I hurt so bad just to wake up in the morning without you.
I'll always remember you.
The sweet soapy smell of you just after a shower.
The feel of your body against mine.
I'll never forget. I swear to you.
Your face will forever be on my mind.
I'll wait forever for you.
I'll look for you in my time of end.
I'll keep you in my dreams and in my heart.
Oh, how could you let them take you away from me?
How could you?
I'll shed a tear for every day you are not with me.
I'll keep you with me always.
If you can hear me, I just want you to know something.
It's very important, so I hope your listening.
I love you.
I'll always love you.
Even if I never said it, I meant it with every kiss.
I meant it with every perpetual gaze.
It's so heartbreaking when I think of how defenseless I was
in your time of need.
Your blood spilt and my hands were the only pressure.
If only I was stronger...
How could I?
How could you?