I'm Afraid

What's my worst fear?

Not being able to love?

Or is it just letting myself be loved?

I'm afraid to give my heart.

I'm afraid of betrayal.

My soul sealed itself a long time ago.

A past affair is the possible cause.

I'm afraid to trust again.

Not even my own mother, father, or best

friend. It's like an act. But what scene?

A month isn't long enough to let myself

open up. To let myself fall.

I still question intensions towards me.

I even have doubts towards myself.

I'm afraid it's happening too quick.

Will I be burned in the long run?

Or will I live to love and be loved.

Then... there's the single thought that perhaps,

I'll just forever be too afraid.




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