When I sit alone late at night
And my babies are out of sight
I finally have time to think
I begin to feel my heart shrink
Wondering if my life will always be this way
Thinking I'll never have a man who'll stay
I've been trying so hard for so long
Just trying to remain strong
Not sure how much longer I can take
Before my heart has the last break
I keep having to fight the urge to cry
Some times it hurts so bad I feel I'll die
Not knowing when I'll finally fall apart
There isn't much strength in my beatin heart
I need the one who'll heal my pain
Someone who knows I'm not insane