A girl who can't stand herself
Hates most everything
Feels sick when she see's herself naked
Wants to cry more times than not
Feels the need to run away
Pretend her life does not exist
But knows she can't she is a mom
She loves them and needs them
They need her she would do anything for them
she hates herself for everything she feels
For leaving their dad even though it was right
She feels as if she has failed
Needing so badly for someone to hold her
Make her feel like she is special
Knowing right now that can't happen