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My depression runs deep, slowly I begin to seep
Into a world of pain, how could this be my brain
My heart feeling this way, so lost, led astray

This isn’t whats suppose to be, so why did this happen to me
How could I hurt so badly, how could I feel so sadly

My life is so close to perfect, my children I feel I neglect
This was not me, I am suppose to be the best there could be

A mother so caring, but my patients wearing
Cause I am scared, I don’t know that I’m prepared

To do it, be alone, be seriously on my own
I will be fine I know, but I just have to let go

Let myself be unbelievable happy, ever so sappy
Have perfect love, finally rise above

Leave all my pain behind, finally have a normal mind
Yet I feel it will never be, from his grasp he wont set me free

I know there is love no doubt, but all we do is yell and shout
This is not what I wanted, I no longer want to be taunted

I need a separate life from here, seriously it feels like I should disappear
We drive each other insane, the way we punish each other is so inhumane