She gets drunk
Thinking it will make her forget
But he is there
And the drinking makes it worse
She screams and crys for him
But he does not love her
He doesn't even know
What love means
She says I want to die
But its a lie
She loves life
She loves love
She feels better
Now that everything was let out
She feels free
Like nothing can hold her back
Part of her will always love him
But she knows there are others
She might have found someone
But she feels scared
She doesn't want to hurt anymore
And everyone says he'll cheat
That he's a playa
But he is sweet and careing to her
Written August 23 2006