Living a life
A life you don't want
Wishing for more
For anything but this
But no one cares
They would rather you suffer
Then to lend a hand
So you forget them
Forget this life
Live something new
something completely not you
Trying to chage yourself
Just to fit in
To feel accepted as you were
Back to where you wish to be
But you are here
For how long you are unsure
Wanting to leave every second
Knowing you can't
You must wait
Figure out everything
But not wanting to
Just wanting change
For someone to love
For no more judgement
Be free of the petty people
To disappear
But knowing it won't happen
You sacrifice everything
Just to feel love
Doing as everyone pleases
Knowing you will forever hurt
Always wanting something more
Knowing you aren't worthy
That who could love a fool
Someone who ruins everything
One day she will die
Full of regrets
But she see's
Starts underastanding
Goes back to who she is
Lives her life
Doesn't fool around
yet still has fun
There are a few people
She owes this awakining
People who believed
Told her to do what she wants
That she should never try to fit in
For she is special and love by many
There are things everyone wants to change
But they don't
Being true is most important
Being who she is
Not who others accept
So she will never be a follower