She is still hurting
Even though he's gone
Him and the pain remain
Deep within her heart
She is unable to make it stop
She was undeserving of this
But she doesn't care
Knowing it's her
Not another girl
She's the one who hurts
She would rather it be her
She can handle it
She say's she forgives him
Knowing in her heart she never will
So she will lie
Never let it show
Keep it locked up tight
The way she knows she has to
Not letting anyone see praying no one ever will
Because in a way it would hurt more
October 22nd 2006