She is scared
Is she leading him on
she knows she likes him
But whats does she want
Friends or more
She thinks it might be revenge
Like she wants to hurt guys
Get them all back
hurt them like i was hurt
But I dont want to do this
Not too him
He is the only friend here
One that i can tell everything
And I've never felt judged by him
So should I give up
Try to avoid a relationship with him
For the risk I might lose him
Or he hurt me and I hate him
Always worried unsure of what I want
Am I going to hurt him
Or will things change
I do not want to doubt
But its all I ever do
Never understanding
Anything I do or feel
What or who I want
Not seeing what I'm doing
If I'm truely leading him on
Do I long for another
Or is it him I want
He may like me
But I dunno for sure
I know I like him
But do I want to be
Have a relationship again
leading him on is the way it seems
But this I'm not sure
I can never be
I always lead them on
Just because I do
Honestly this is who I am
I can not change or I wont
That I know
For me to mess with someones mind
How I do it I will never know