What is going on
Why does this hurt
Why does my love for you
Make my heart bleed
Why can't you just love me
Why can't you be with me
Why can't you feel what I feel
Why wont you stop the pain
The anger and the rage
I look at you, I see you
You were looking at me
With disgust in your eyes
The hate you feel for me
So I look away
Pretending your not there
But I can't
The tears start flowing
Down my face onto my lips
Its been awhile since that time
Yet i still remember the saltie taste
Of the pain you caused me
The pain I feel as I write thing
I need to do this
To show people just how much
Love can hurt then
But maybe it will go away
That maybe the more I write
The more I can get over this
And just let go of this pain
But inside it only grows
The love, pain but mostly the fear
Why wont any of this stop
Why Can't I forget
But yet I keep writting
keep remembering the pain
And yet my love is begining to grow
And the stronger the love grows
The pain follows and my heart begins to bleed
Why can't I get you
And your sweetness
Out of my mind and soul
The way you kissed me
The way you I felt with you
As I think about that ngiht
The more I long to be in your arms again
As I felt to go home
I remember you don't know
How strong my feelings are
Then i think maybe you just dont care
So I left no goodbye
I know this is best
Because I'll never see you again
I know deep in my heart
I will never forget you
But I know there's someone out there
For me to love
written 2005 fixed up 2009