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My brain is chaos 

I can't sort it out

everything is a mess

I feel only doubt

I can't see my future

And for me that's weird

I've always known where I'm headed

I'm taken over by fear

I can't find a way 

To make everything work

My brain is on speed

Its going berzerk

I need to find clarity

I need a new plan

There needs to be sense

I want to prove that I can

I want to be brave

Not care what others may think

But I worry their judgements 

Would drive me to drink

So I put up a front

And no one can see

All of the pain

Locked inside of me

I fake the smile of my face

I lie and say everythings okay

I hide the bad and share the good

Just to survive another day