My head is a mess, and my days feel bleak
My feelings leave me unable to speak
When something hurts I just can't explain
I'm falling apart over and over again
Trying to pull it together, be oh kay
But I feel beatin down more each day
2 Steps forward and 10 steps back
Left feeling like I'm under attack
I don't know if anyone see's me here
Seen my happiness as it began to disapear
I'm so guarded, lost and hidden away
I've lost myself gone astray
The ones who know me don't live close
Its the ones I trust, the people I chose