Heart Attack

Sometimes I wanna die, cuz I'm so fuckin' lonely

The person I want to be my one & only,

Just don't fuckin' want me

Swear to God I've never loved one person so much

Though I can't act on it; she seems sickened by my touch

I don't know what it is; maybe I'm fuckin' ugly

Cuz I've tried everything, and she still don't love me

What the fuck am I sayin', she won't even hug me

Yet still all she gets is straight respect from me

It's what I get in return that makes me so upset

Try to give her my heart, all she does is reject

Sometimes I reflect on how she's done me in the past

I've tried to forget, but it hurts so fuckin' bad

Does she even feel bad? Will she do it to me again?

Odds aren't in my favor, she just wants to be friends

Acts like she'd be embarrassed to call me much more

It's hard to think about, my brain's overworked & sore

There's only one reason why I'm still here tryin'

CUZ I REALLY DO LOVE HER! That's no lyin'

I'm just tired of cryin', cuz she don't love me back

How are you supposed to act, when your heart's been attacked?

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