In the quiet of chilled morning I can hear
the sounds of this land I love.
I cannot label each one;
they are the familiar voices of nature
I heard while yet in my mother's womb.
The patchwork of this world I know
covers and comforts me as the
hourglass fills. I know no other world.
Sometimes other winds beckon, and
quilted memories call me again
to pacific shores.
I light the candle you placed next
to my picture.
From my window I watch multi-colored
waterlights dance in japanese gardens,
knowing these things are as close
as I will ever be to the years
we were together.
But...I was much older then.
I try to put my emotions into words.
Sunlight trickles through grey skies.
Outside, birdsong is harmonious,
and butterflies tease the sparrows.
I know the dream I have purchased
came with a price, losing you;
a price I am willing to pay.