My friend Chloe's life is shaped
by a grinning therapist who collects
discarded dreams and lingering fears;
she refuses to listen to me,
she will not believe in miracles.
I wish I could change Chloe's life,
watch her dance again, happy and
unafraid.
Orphaned in infancy, adopted at age
three, raised by a single alcoholic
mother.
I cannot help, but I understand.
To walk alone is Chloe's
big challenge;
it's not that she can't walk,
but she is afraid to walk alone.
Panic grips her and imaginary
demons toss her to imbalance.
"Life was meant to be enjoyed."
"I know. I wish I could."
"Try to imagine your demons
transformed into angels."
"They won't."
Another panic attack grips her
frail body.
I hold her hand, leading her to
safety - a bench where she
can rest.
On the way home, she wants
to stop to see her therapist.
I say a prayer as I help her in,
thinking that three years of grinning
is a long time.
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