I feel like crying tonight,
No reason, not sure why,
But the tears are waiting and I just can't fight.
I feel like screaming today,
Letting loose all this pain that only seems to build up inside.
Releasing this sorrow that won't go away.
I'm surrounded by darkness, dread, and doom
Eaten alive by a guilt I can't explain,
All alone even in a crowded room
Into death's eyes I stare,
Not sure what I am searching for,
Yet hoping I'll find it there.
I feel like banging my head on a wall,
I hurt inside, longing for something I can't name,
No reason that I can explain, no excuse at all