I stand here in front of a looking glass
Into the eyes of my mere reflection
I searched for a sign and at last
I see my future during my close inspection
I will never return to my younger days
My reflection in the mirror stared as I held my gaze
In ten years I will be twenty-seven
By then I would be walking down an aisle
All dressed in white like an angel from heaven
And in my eyes I see him with a nervous smile
Ten years from now I hope that's where I'll be
But who knows what the future holds for me
Maybe I'll be alone struggling to make ends meet
Strong but weak, brave but living in fear
And maybe I'll be forced out into the street
Dying slowly inside as my hope disappear
I walk on, my feet being sore
And living everyday as if it was war
I'm back again to just me and a mirror
I stare into my eyes, empty but full of questions
I stand here and wait for my future to be clearer
I wonder if I can get answers from reflections
What's going to happen? I don't know
What will I do? I'll just have to grow
~5/17/08