Dear walls that protected me
Its been two years since I was with you
I wanted to say it's not you, but me.
I started to change as I aged and grew
You kept me confined, you see
You closed your box onto the younger me.
Dear walls who kept me safely away
From the dreaded windows to peer
I looked out to see a new day
It's dawning mixing my innocence with fear
You see walls, you hid me thinking outsiders as "They"
Keeping me ignorant of what's out there everyday
Dear walls look at me now!
I left your arms for the outside world
Where I walked out to ask what, where, why, how?
You walls kept me away and lies you hurled
At me and I look through the windows and wrinkled my brow
Why did you hide the truth from me for so long? How?
Well walls, you kept me in the dark for too long
Showing and telling me lies of a pure place
You walls denied me the truth fearing I'd get too strong
That one day I would slowly break free and embrace
The true outside world which was perfect in my young eyes
But today, I go back to visit you walls and the truth is realized.
~3/12/09