It reels me in and I don't know why
It's not my fault yet I feel guilt
I'd play with my fingers and let out a sigh
Then roll my eyes and let my head tilt
You confuse me sometimes and crazy the rest
And sometimes make me stupid that you knew what was best
Sure I loose my temper and throw a fit
Sure I may think I know what to do
Sure sometimes I just throw out a bunch of shit
But it makes me feel guilty when I realize it's true
I hate it that in the end you were right
And I hate it more that I kept putting up a fight
You drive me crazy with a guilty conscience
And I never understood why I took it so hard
I never understand you and really since
When was I ever able to read you like a card?
You make me fantasize you make me ashamed
You make me realize that I sometimes need to be tamed
I blow off too easily yet you're the only one
Who can wash out my flame before I burn too hot
You make me want to study you when you become undone
You make me think hard right on the spot
When I say something you didn't deserve to hear
Yet I'm confused as to why I'll always have guilt to bear
`5/24/09