Guilt

It reels me in and I don't know why

It's not my fault yet I feel guilt

I'd play with my fingers and let out a sigh

Then roll my eyes and let my head tilt

You confuse me sometimes and crazy the rest

And sometimes make me stupid that you knew what was best



Sure I loose my temper and throw a fit

Sure I may think I know what to do

Sure sometimes I just throw out a bunch of shit

But it makes me feel guilty when I realize it's true

I hate it that in the end you were right

And I hate it more that I kept putting up a fight



You drive me crazy with a guilty conscience

And I never understood why I took it so hard

I never understand you and really since

When was I ever able to read you like a card?

You make me fantasize you make me ashamed

You make me realize that I sometimes need to be tamed



I blow off too easily yet you're the only one

Who can wash out my flame before I burn too hot

You make me want to study you when you become undone

You make me think hard right on the spot

When I say something you didn't deserve to hear

Yet I'm confused as to why I'll always have guilt to bear



`5/24/09

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