A faint smile
plays upon my lips
and I look away
hoping that you won't notice,
For the nights are sweet,
languid,
long in your arms,
and if you only knew
how much you meant
you'd leave in such a swift,
torrential,
thunderstorm of silent judgments
and i'd cry
but only inside
[my tears have long since
long since...
it's been a long time
since I cried over you]
It's been a long time since
you even cared at all,
Though we feign concern
out of duty, guilt, or anguish...
[What's that charming phrase?
Staying together
for the sake of the cat?]
But damn it we both know
you love that cat more
more than I will ever know