I cut my self again today
But this time I watched my blood run cold
I think I cut to deep this time
Cause I cant seem to make it stop
I promised myself I wouldn’t do it
No matter what I tried not too
But things just are so upsetting
So I cry and then it happens
I cant find space on my wrist any more
To many scars to over look
Now im cutting deeper
Just to find some pain to make me bleed
My wrist is raw with pain
But whats worse is my heart
That’s the thing I cant make hurting
So I need some other pain
Its not a perminant pain
But something to help my heart deal
This takes away the sanding pain
Unfortunantly it wont ever heal