not a perminant pain

I cut my self again today

But this time I watched my blood run cold

I think I cut to deep this time

Cause I cant seem to make it stop



I promised myself I wouldn’t do it

No matter what I tried not too

But things just are so upsetting

So I cry and then it happens



I cant find space on my wrist any more

To many scars to over look

Now im cutting deeper

Just to find some pain to make me bleed



My wrist is raw with pain

But whats worse is my heart

That’s the thing I cant make hurting

So I need some other pain



Its not a perminant pain

But something to help my heart deal

This takes away the sanding pain

Unfortunantly it wont ever heal

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