I take the scissors
That lie on my desk
Open it
On my arm
I push it into my skin
And drag it across my skin
Why won't you cut
Why won't you cut
I do it again
Only harder, and harder
Five more times
Only leaving deep red marks
Head to the bathroom
Take out the razor
Put it against my skin
Slightly cutting myself
But I stop
Because I feel it
I've cut myself
It is about a centimeter...
And it stings
Two small specs of blood
And the third...it hurts
It drove me to do this
And it fucking hurts