SO VERY FAR AWAY
Growing up,
I may have started out as a clepto-maniac, before age…five.
But we grew.
I may have ran away, before age….sixteen,
But we grew.
I may have been a sore and blemish on the eyes before age…twenty.
But we grew.
At age,
five,
I had already been molested,
But I didn’t tell you.
At age,
sixteen,
I was raped by a classmate,
And he TOLD EVERYONE, but you.
At age,
twenty,
I had long since seen the “care” of men,
And knew I was a lesbian.
But because I couldn’t “SAY”,
And you couldn’t “BARE” to ask how or why I changed…
We grew…
SO VERY FAR AWAY.
Originally wrote: March 11, 2003
I know exactly what you are saying. Speaking words out is not acknowledged at all. Traggic is something that has to happen before anyone opens their eyes. I have been there. And it is the most unbearable pain that anyone could go thru. No one knows such pain, til they have experienced it. A pain within ones heart hurts. Notice is something that happens when you nearly break. Thank you for sharing. Hope you can check mine out as well. Have a beautiful day.
Leah