I don't know who I'm Kiding
in the deepest pits of hell
I know that I still know you
and I know you all too well
like lightning onto thunder
so I wish I could leave you
but always I find withdrawl
imposible to go through
I drink you in like water
I starve for you to care
but when I lick my lips
I find you are not there
you burden my soul heavy
you taint my mind black
and when I try to deny you
it's myself that I attack
I'll hate you for a moment
but in me you'll remain
my constant and my pleasure
my sweet diseased cocaine