This time around is going to be different
from any other relationship I have had.
Now I have a guy who loves me more than
anything else in this world.
I can see it in everything he does for me
and in the way he looks at me.
I know it is going to be different because
he wants me to be me and not someone I am not.
All the others couldn't make up their minds
on what they wanted from me.
Now I am free of all those wants and now the
thing that matters the most is what I want.
I never knew that could happen to me.
Maybe now I will not have to deal with the
pain and torment that I have been put through
most of my life.
Maybe now I will be able to worry more about
being happy than when is the next time I am
going to be hurt extremely bad.
Well the only thing I can say for sure is that
this time around is going to be a good time.