So much fear lies in my heart and mainly
because of one person in my family.
I'm so scared I may get hurt more than
I have.
I'm so scared I will have to go to school
and make excuses for my cuts and bruises.
It had happened once before.
Could it happen once again?
I never thought I would have so much fear
in my entire life of someone that I love.
Everytime that they get mad, I want to run
and hide before I am the one to get hit.
I'm not scared to die but I am scared of
something worse than death and that is being
tortured mentally, emotionally, and physically.
Why must I start to fear it right now after I've
gone through this once before?
I don't know where to hide anymore.
Please help me get away from my prison before
I end up losing everything.