Uncontrollable Fear

So much fear lies in my heart and mainly

because of one person in my family.

I'm so scared I may get hurt more than

I have.

I'm so scared I will have to go to school

and make excuses for my cuts and bruises.

It had happened once before.

Could it happen once again?

I never thought I would have so much fear

in my entire life of someone that I love.

Everytime that they get mad, I want to run

and hide before I am the one to get hit.

I'm not scared to die but I am scared of

something worse than death and that is being

tortured mentally, emotionally, and physically.

Why must I start to fear it right now after I've

gone through this once before?

I don't know where to hide anymore.

Please help me get away from my prison before

I end up losing everything.

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