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I Dont Hate You
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Old shit to James i sit in cold and silence
as im stareing out my window
i watch you close behind the curtains,
i see her, the one you now embrace
you fingers traceing hers!
and i dont hate you for hurting me
all i can think
is how much she is going to hurt
when you do to her
what you did to me
i tried to warn her
she was supposed to be my best friend
i watch your lips slowly pressed against hers
and still
i dont hate you
i only feel sorry for her
because she will soon be doing just as i am now
i do not hate you
i watch you whispering in her ear
i cant hear what your saying
but by experience
i know whats going to happen
i watch her tears fall
one by one as she backs away from you
i see her hurting
but i still dont hate you
i only feel sorry for her
because i know she didnt really love you like i did
because i know that she has someone else to run to
because i know that in the end, someone will do that to you
and im going to be there
watching behind my window
hideing
waiting for you to hurt like me
You know, it's funny, I felt something like this when you got with mike. anyways, it was great seeing you again, even though it wasn't for long, i hope next time that we'll be able to hang out more. love ya sis.
I sit outside that window now
Asheron Fireshadow
You know, I think I have been the cause of so many peoples pain, and I never thought about it till I read this. I want to stop it, but once you have lived one way it is hard to change.
Asheron Fireshadow
Stuck in a loop of cause and effect, I cause pain toi others and get pain in return, so the cause is me the effect is my hurt, all the way around it is my fault fo my pain, so in order for my pain to stop I have to stop yours. I love you kitty I really do. I miss you so much.
Asheron Fireshadow
Hmm this is very close to what I felt when I watched the two of you together all the time, and even when I didn't I could still see you and him in my head. I told Mike just last night that I never hated him, even though I wished I could. And I don't hate you either, even though you think I should.