I pray for the strength to decide on you.
I ask God’s blessing if that’s what I should do.
So uncertain am I, of my capabilities.
It’s not your strength, loyalty
or commitment that I question.
‘Tis my own weaknesses,
of them are they plentiful.
No guidance have I had
through the forming years.
To use as reference
for the future.
All is filtered
through the template
that was my childhood.
Unlike you,
who knew from the start,
that you existed,
because you did.
You stood and ran
on your own strength.
The moon,
sun and the stars
have been your perpetual guides
on this journey we call life.
I just pray that god leads
us on the same path together.