I got a secret
Things arent what they seem
I smile and act happy
I want a big happy family
But he hurts me
So I got a mask
No one had a clue
That last night
You slithered up next to me
And invaded me
And poisoned my insides
I kept still
It hurts to fight back
Please love me
Dont hurt me
For some reason I keep loving you
I remember the times we laughed
I remember when we loved
Now you haunt my thoughts
Where have all the good men gone
Where is my best friend?
Where did you go?
I have a secret
And I keep going to work
Can they see the pain in my eyes too?
Like I see it in theirs
I still look behind my back when I hear some one
And sometimes when I am touched in a loving way it reminds me of the pain
And I cry
I got a secret that Im no longer going to keep
I am going to break free
I have a woman that loves me more that you ever did
And she doesnt make me hurt
I have a son to live for
And people to help
I have a secret that I am going to tell
They will know the truth
That life with you was my personal hell