Quietly it lays dormant
Hidden inside, but not by choice
Keep it hidden
Don’t speak,
Don’t think
I’m just fooling myself
In a life with so many choices
Being free
Keeps so many captive
Keeps so many prisoner
Hush
The constant whispers in my mind
Are diving me crazy
Why is it in this life with so many choices
I can’t choose to love a woman
Be yourself I’m told
Myself
If I love myself I must accept all there is to me
If you love me you must accept all there is to me
But it’s unacceptable in this culture, country, and world
So I have to hate me, and guess what you may have to hate me too
So this little seed, of love
Don’t you realize that this little seed of love is the only one I have?
And that if it didn’t have to lay dormant
Could grow, bloom, and flourish
Wipe away the tears of so many
And dry up mine
But I cant keep silent
I love you
I long for your touch
Your lips
A woman I have yet too meet
Why does being in love with a woman
Scare so many to the point of violence
I just love
I’m worried that if I have to be dormant for much longer
That I will dry up, wither, and die