Ijust hung up the phone
I want to touch you but im scared
you see youve changed
not really but completely just the same
teh person I knew you to be deep inside
has come to surface and no longer wants to hid
I expected something else, someone else
honestly I don't know what to think
I try to keep my mind clear
keep from falling off the brink
I cannot judge you or say tour strange
I feel I know who you are
but don't fully understand as I look from afar
you seem so happy and at peace, youve become one
one with god. the father, son, and holly gohst
I'm so happy sad and shocked
see I love god but don't live beside him
I'm still above him, on his shoulders, in his arms
he still carries me when Ive gone to far
I don't feel im stubborn just lost instead
everytime he lets me walk I fall on my head
if it were not for him and his angels
my brother included I'm sure i'd be dead
youve been through this I guess thats why
youve come to a realization I wish was mine
I've been close to god yet saying that I lie
you see I still look at the bad
your sprinting toward the good
we were apart before now help me to be
if nothing else, the person gods wants to be free