17-Something new

Hello pain.

Where is rain to drown you?

Why you again?

I was having fun without you,

All the way.

I was alone as I wanted to be,

I didn't care what they

Have to say about me.



Then I've met you,

The only person to which I had to,

open my heart to,

What shall I do?



I can't stop thinking about you.

I don't want to sleep,

And at same time, I really want to,

'cause I don't want to keep

Myself from talking with you.

It was going so slowly,

It was going so nice,

This feeling I didn't want to fight.



Now it took over me,

You've got into my dream,

First, second, third, fourth and fifth,

Every time before I close my eyes,

I beg that I'll dream about you.

But somehow every dream,

Get's really short,

And after it I awake,

And again I'm alone.



Trough every dream,

Every time you're different,

I know it's not you,

But every time it feels

As if it was you,

Those dreams are

Only telling me,

That I really like,

Your personality.



I can't wait,

To see your nickname again,

To see you typing "lol",

After almost every thing you say.



I can't wait,

To know more about you,

Even in my dream,

You were taking me somewhere,

To tell me everything about thee,

But for some reason,

I've awake,

And then slowly again,

My thoughts have,

Been direceted towards thee.



Wanting to break free,

Wanting to spread my wings

And fly away to thee.

I wonder when will I meet you?

I wonder when

Will my dream finally come true?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

well I've wrote started this one a week ago, then after Valentine's Day I've decided to finish it... In first part of this poem, I was chasing for some rhyme (ABABCDCD) type but it've stoped me pretty much from saying what I've wanted to say... so I've let rhyme go.... and above is the result of it...

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