The current dragging me down, rough rocks along the way
I am but a single droplet in a river of poets
Existent but ordinary, encrusted more when it rains
Struggling to surmount, a miracle to be noticed.
Never sleeping, thinking until my hands are numbing
Ideas and phrasing flowing like a leisurely lake
But frustration flourishing although my mind is working
For every mistake I make leaves me to ache.
My mind is no more than a blend
Of thoughts and photographic memory that has not yet developed
And this leaves me below superiors, but I shall transcend
With the concepts that I have assembled.
A lack of creativity is the biggest fear of an artist
Created with phrasing, a worded painting
Illustrating the rain inside myself through words
My own life and poetry, forever vexing me.