See, I started stealing pills from my mom
3-4-5 at a time, but now they're gone
For a minute all my problems would just fade
But the high faded too after not too long
And that's when it gets to me, that's when it hits me
That no god damn drugs can fix me
Curled up on my bed, suffering evermore
Now I'm praying to God, hoping that he'll forgive me
I'm left, trying, just to understand
Not using what's illegal, avoiding what is banned
Not using what is mine, but it should be fine!
But now it's just frickin' getting out of hand
Yeah, now I'm losing all sense of reality
Providing a false sense of immortality
Not helping anymore and it's driving me insane
Striking me with a far gone mentality.
These overwhelming headaches that feel like earthquakes
Inside of my head, and no matter how much I take
The pain won't go, yeah it's trapped inside of me
An addiction that got hold of me, that I just can't shake
It's a feeling that I get, it's a nuisance that I want
But when the high goes, there's spirits haunt-ing me
It's a chore, it's a prize, it's really just daunting to me
But when I try to walk away, the pills are taunting me
They're looking at me, saying, "Please just stay!
If you go away, then there'll be no one left to play!
We just want to be with you one more day, please!"
And although so stupid, my mind just says "Okay."
So enthralled by demons within this medication
Loving the sweet, harmful, crazed sensation
But don't be like me, yeah, the moral of the story is
Just be yourself and resist the temptation.