As i sit here i wonder where my life would be without You. Often times forgetting what you brought me through because of how good life is at the moment. But its this moment where You bring rememberence back to me. Forcing me to see those things that i tried to force in the back of my mind. Trying my hardest not to remind myself of the mess that lifes put me through. Letting it brew like hot stew boiling to the point of overflow. Over the edges not being able to stop. Sort of like this body thats slowly being filled to the top. Overflowing with emotions and spirits that can only be handled by God. So God i modestly come to You. Arms open wide waiting for You. Because this is my overflow, my break-through. I can no longer hide the Truth because i stand in fron of Truth Himself. Now seeing that what ive been through is not only to overcome but to be spoken to those who have been through the same thing. To help ease the sting knowing that their not the only ones. giving hope and the showing Love that God showed me when i thought i was done. So willing to run until Love was poured over my heart. Seeping deep inside until it became a permanent resident. Which He should have been from the start. Hes left His mark on my soul. Not only for me to see how great He really is but for others to see it too. Allowing His never dimming light to shine through my past with all the abuse. Showing that the bruise is only temporary in knowing that my God is eternal. Bigger than any one thing that life can put me in. No matter what sin God reminds me that i am not saved by what i do but by His grace alone. Being shown that no matter what i am victourious with the sounding of trupets knowing my God reigns supereme from the beginning proclaiming that He is Alpha and Omega, Beginning and the End. Letting us know that this trial is not the end. We were replenished when He said it is finished hanging on that cross, with blood dripping down for us. On us as we are cleansed by the sacrifice of Himself. Instad of us dying for Him He died for us. Cant you see Hes already set you free? Claiming that whom the Son sets free is free indeed. So go and know that youve already won. No matter what youve been through theres no need to run because youve already won the race. Simply by His grace Hes run the race for you. Leaving the only thing for you to do is move on from whats holding you back by telling your testimony to others, so that they may know His Truth too....